all i know is

i dont know if i'm ANNOYED with people, or if it's just me being my moody self.

all i know is that my best friends make me feel so good.

i love being around them &spending time with them, because all my problems disappear for a while. &for a girl at seventeen, it's nice to have somewhere to go and people to turn to when you need it. right now, i'm just trying to blank out all bad thoughts and just focus on school & keeping myself healthy & fit by going to the gym as often as i can with ashley. it's working alright, but i'm definately not looking forward to when reality catches up with me.

when that happens, you can count on me blogging.

don't even.

school. fcuk you.
i don't even miss you. i used to kind of look forward to starting school cuz i get to see all my friends....but this year...i REALLY do NOT want to go back. if i miss you....i'll probably call you and we'd hang out. like, everyone i really want to spend time with...i already have, and i can spend time with them anytime i want cuz all i have to do is pick up the phone.

but god, school is ridiculous. my schedule is so messed up. AS USUAL. whatever.
at least it's senior year. it should be fun, right?
work has been freakin' exhausting too. AH.

holler fo a dolla

on the phone with cielo "pillow".
lots to discuss.

marshmallows?

so today, i drove down to chino hills to meet up with maggie & manda. it's m&m. like miley and mandy.

but better.
anyways, i saw the end of "jumper" at amandas while she explained the storyline to me. i really like the movie! :) manda couldn't go out 'cuz of stupid curfew rules, unfortunately, so me and mags did a starbucks run & headed over with some taco bell and visited joe and his friends at prado park, where they were camping.
it was pretty chill. it would've been better but right when i got out of the car i stepped on wet grass and my feet were cold all night.
haha

yesterday was fun i guess.
i went to buffalo wild wings (BWsquared) twice. HAHA! once with pj, mags, &manda after registration..and once after work with jenny, cielo, loren, and cheryl. real fun. we stayed til like 1:20? or something. haha
btw, registration was really gay. it made me dread school EVEN MORE. i didn't know that was possible. they wouldn't freakin' let me wear my hat..OR make a face in the i.d. card pic. they ALWAYS let the seniors do that. its like....tradition! fuckers. they had like...old...people take it. AND the lady that helped me at the first station was a real bitch.
sheesh.

throwback!

hung out with one of my best friends after work today. it was "chill". for sure. :) i love maggie. (the sexy red head in that girl group pic)

here's the throwback.
catch me singing "I'm Yours by Jason Mraz" on Ryan's site.
here's the link to it.

yeah, idk. ill probably sleep now.
im going to the gym tom with phil
then nails with mags
then work!
holler.

fcuk counting.

the damn counter doesn't work. whatev's. it's gone now.

&jenny...if you're reading this. yes, i am mean on my blog. HAHA!
:) i love you!

someone got fired yesterday at work. it's kinda funny &scary at the same time. i don't know. she said she'll sue. for what? whatever. that's life.
doesn't really affect me except that we get more hours now. sweet.

i get paid tomorrow!too bad i didn't work that much recently so it'll be under fourhundred forsureforsure. damn. OH WELL. "I LIKE MONEY, BLINGBLINGBLING!" $$$

but yeah, anyways. i bought melissa an "ihome"-type device to thank her for everything she's done for me. thank god she liked it!

i hate it when people read my mail. :(

this hoe. that day was so much fun. there's my guitar.
btw, everytime i think about guitars and stuff i keep getting reminded that...
KENDRA, MARIE, WE NEED TO RECORD.

my butt hurts.

'cuz im sore from the gym.
it was fun catching up with my bff ashley though. :)

today was a good day. i give it a 6 out of 10. maybe a 7.
seriously, im sad that school is starting.
i have A LOT of schedule changes to make.

hm, i work tomorrow. some bitch stole my hours so i didnt work monday.
whatever. she's ugly.

kay im gonna go paint my nails. peace.
p.s. i added a counter. just for fun.

why so young?

so ashley and i are talking right now &DAMNIT.
i turn 18 LASTLASTLAST.

it goes like
LIZMAGS MELLI ASHLEY ME


ridiculous. :)
these last few days were crazy.
i got kicked out of my own house. long story. i'm not gonna waste my time with it on this. melissa let me bring bags of my shit and just crash at her house. we make a great team. we can get anywhere. chacha helps. haha! we have a secret clothing store that we love....but its a secret. :)
it felt like a vacation. i really love my bestfriends. it's times like these where you realize who your real friends are. people who aren't just all talk. people of action.

yest i came to my madres. yeah, i love her, but she's wackwackwack.
i pay for her gas sometimes. and i dont even get paid back!
anyways.
i checked out shinne's new apartment. it's DOPE. i fell asleep on her new couch THAT I PUT TOGETHER thankyouverymuch!
yeah. i christened that shit.
it's nice to be back in a home i can call my own, but i still miss melissa.

omfg, does anybody remember BBU? :)

the tonight show

seriously, pf changs is delicious, but their service is terrible.
'dem hoes forgot my chicken lettuce wraps. :(

ANYWAYS!
some jobro news! yesterday was so much fun with diego my eggo. unfortunately it was SO HOT! i better have sweated off a few pounds. staying up for 34 hours was worth it though. we got there at 5 am. and go stand by tickets. WTF? then it started to rain...? whatever. we hit up 4 different thrift stores. the first 3 SUCKED but i finally got some cute heels for $8! suh-weet. :)

i loved them. we got so close.
we got into a couple fights over picks. but we didn't get any. :( SIGH! next time, fool. count on it.


i only work a few days this week. so bogus. whatevs.
at least i got friday off. :)