i'm not sad.
no tears. no anger.
just disappointed & thoughtful.
much to ponder.
don't you hate things beyond your control?
unfixable by your own hands?
& all you wish for is that they'll be fixed by someone capable..
but some things are irreversable. unable to be forgotten.
not meant to be changed.
& that's just the worst thing in the world.
13 September 2009
so, i have this saying
all you can do is hope for the best,
take care of yourself, & fuck the rest.
it just came to me. je ne sais pourquoi, but it just feels right for the moment.
i found this from a post back in october 08:
"no doubt, i'm picky. but there are some guys out there that can make my heart flutter.i think that some things are just meant to be, ya know? like, i don't know why i always fall for the ones that are totally wrong for me. the relationships that can never work out. i think fate is playing a game with me. each time, watching me chase my way into a dead end. idk. it's my fault, really. but i think that people have chemistry for a reason, ya know? &that everything deserves a chance. "
haha, irony.
take care of yourself, & fuck the rest.
it just came to me. je ne sais pourquoi, but it just feels right for the moment.
i found this from a post back in october 08:
"no doubt, i'm picky. but there are some guys out there that can make my heart flutter.i think that some things are just meant to be, ya know? like, i don't know why i always fall for the ones that are totally wrong for me. the relationships that can never work out. i think fate is playing a game with me. each time, watching me chase my way into a dead end. idk. it's my fault, really. but i think that people have chemistry for a reason, ya know? &that everything deserves a chance. "
haha, irony.
04 September 2009
throwback
I ran into my 5th grade teacher today. That was always my favorite year.
I don't know, it's so ironic, because recently, I've been but thinking about high school, jr. high, & elementary school.
I wish I didn't mess up so badly.
I KNOW I could've done so much better. It's my fault though, & now, all I can do is grow from the experience.
Some things just weren't meant to work out.
As much as we try to look past all the faults that bother us, they're still there. How long can one ignore something so plain in view? Are we suppose to feel better by trying to forget and pretend that certain events never occurred? that words were not said? actions not been done? we can't.
not forever.
we have to deal with the consequences.
I've been an emotional wreck before due to the choices I've made. The risks I've taken. The chances I've wasted.
& every mistake i make still haunts me.
but i digress..
No one's perfect. & I am no exception.
To punish myself for being anything less would be pointless.
SHIT HAPPENS, & i move on to something more worthy of my attention.
I don't know, it's so ironic, because recently, I've been but thinking about high school, jr. high, & elementary school.
I wish I didn't mess up so badly.
I KNOW I could've done so much better. It's my fault though, & now, all I can do is grow from the experience.
Some things just weren't meant to work out.
As much as we try to look past all the faults that bother us, they're still there. How long can one ignore something so plain in view? Are we suppose to feel better by trying to forget and pretend that certain events never occurred? that words were not said? actions not been done? we can't.
not forever.
we have to deal with the consequences.
I've been an emotional wreck before due to the choices I've made. The risks I've taken. The chances I've wasted.
& every mistake i make still haunts me.
but i digress..
No one's perfect. & I am no exception.
To punish myself for being anything less would be pointless.
SHIT HAPPENS, & i move on to something more worthy of my attention.
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