so,

the other day this stupid car crashed into my moms while she was taking me to school. and now, the car's gone, we have to take him to court, & i have to go to the doctors every freakn' day.
GAYYYYYYYYYYYY.

anyways, i've been missing school and it SUCKS. i know that once i return, teachers are going to shove work into my face like no tomorrow. & i know kleibacher's gonna be on my ass for not turning in my country report.
SHITFUCK, ha.

yo know what's been kinda cool? i've been strengthening a lot of my relationships. my bestfriends are the best, & have me happier than ever! i'm friends again with old friends and life is drama-free for the most part. everyone is chill, 'cuz senior year is chill. &i treat people the way i wanna treat people, because i don't care if you don't like me. i won't remember your name in a few years anyways. but the new people in my life and cool as fuck. &that means my future's bright.
this is how life always should be, in terms of relationships.

shoot, but guys are a different story.
no doubt, i'm picky. but there are some guys out there that can make my heart flutter.
i think that some things are just meant to be, ya know? like, i don't know why i always fall for the ones that are totally wrong for me. the relationships that can never work out. i think fate is playing a game with me. each time, watching me chase my way into a dead end. idk. it's my fault, really. but i think that people have chemistry for a reason, ya know? &that everything deserves a chance.

i had

so much fun with brandon and xtines.
we love going to "..." and hanging out.
it's our secret place now.
NUNYA BUSINESS WHERE ITS AT!
JUST KNOW IT'S FUCKING FAR!



:)
HAHAHA

whens the last time

that you were truly happy?



freshman year.


sophomore year.


junior year.

senior year.

im keeping these pics here cuz i just took em off my myspace. they were taking up too much room & i already have pics of these girls on my page. :)

you know what i think?

i think that when you say you're intelligent, you're really not. especially when you tell others that you are.
&that true intelligence is knowing what you don't know.

i think when people get power hungry, they lose friends.
&in the end, they'll get rich, marry someone gorgeous, &lose all their money through divorce attorneys.

i'm pretty sure that when you read other people's mail, it's illegal.

i think that when you have a solid group of friends you can trust and go to for anything, you're set for life. &you should value their friendship despite whatever prior disputes that have occured.

i think that when you make an effort, it shows.
& it really impresses people when you do. or maybe it'll just surprise them. who knows?

i think being loyal is crucial to any relationship, professional or personal. trust is hard to gain.

i think that when people are nice to each other, it makes the world easier to live in.
but i also think it's really fun to be mean sometimes.



but that's just what i think. :)

PEOPLE

are such dicks.

hmmm,

nothing too much to say.

so this weekend was chill i suppose. worked a bit, but i got quite a few visitors! they make me happy.
friday - work. then xtines house to catch up.
saturday - SAT's. work. then hung out with ashley and xtines & etc.
sunday - work. hung out with tim on my break. and that's pretty much it!
i kind of wanna go to knott's...KINDA! last year was kinda a bad experience...stupid girl drama. but i still had fun! i think you have the most fun the first year you go.maybe i'll give it another shot! we'll see who i go with.

i like having a date to hold onto. nawmean? haha.