oops!

i forgot to blog. haha, okay, well, the month of september was pretty eventful.
lots of lessons learned. lots of fun had.

homecoming was a blast, but it was still unmemorable for a senior homecoming. :(
bummmer.
now, all i want to do is go to knotts with some friends.
i got a new phone. yaaaaaaaay! finally. &my mom paid me back. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

the vma's were AMAZING too.
i met some kick ass people.

i also got to get back in touch with some old friends, which is always nice. to be completely honest, rekindling old flames, thinking of the past and everything has been great fun. kind of an eye opener. idk, i just feel good about finally understanding things that had bothered me for so long.

&today, during math, i was thinking of my friend/ex-bff/ex-bf shayne. i remember TWO years ago, he told me something i DEFINATELY did not want to hear. i got sooo pissed, haha. it was mean and hurtful, but now that stories have been explained, i finally get where he was coming from & think that he was just trying to protect me. OR, he was just being a jerk. haha i think it was the latter. just kidding. :)
either way, i appreciate it. 'cuz he was right.

too bad it took a few years for me to realize. :/ haha.

haa....

i have SO MUCH to say,
i don't even know where to start.

you know what?
THIS IS AFUCKING SMALL WORLD.
haha.


wow.
i hated the world like...10 minutes ago.
now, i just want to talk to someone.

exhausted.

i really hate how my schedule is so fucked up.
i;d appreciate a little effort from our counselors.
i know they're working, but....nothings been done! :(

i hate it.
i'm stuck in classes that i know i won't even end up in! ugh.

&i'm sick of people who are so selfish. people who are nice just when it's convenient for them to be.
lamelamelame. fuck you!
haha :)

OMG
GUESS WHO GOT VMA TICKETS?
WOOO

AH!

WHO AM I GOING TO HOMECOMING WITH. :(