08 May 2011

happy mother's day!

got a new tattoo yesterday! woohoo...finally!
not gonna lie, that shit hurt A LOT. at times, i was freaking out and gripping robert's hand so hard, that i'm pretty sure it cut off his circulation. when they went over my ribs, i heard the needle's buzzing sound in my head! BLEH! i'm embarassed at how much of a wimp i was. I guess my high tolerance for pain has expired. i'm actually still very sore.

LOVE that robert was there for me the whole time. the entire process took approx. 9 hours. we were there from 3pm - 12pm. RIDICULOUS!! i was under the needle for 5 hours. even more ridiculous, since i thought that what i had wanted would only take a couple hours. i forgot that they had to outline every individual letter though, and when i came to realization that it would take a long time, i had a major "FML." moment. poor rob. i was seriously getting crazy on him when i was in a lot of pain, and i think he was in a helpless situation. ah, well, i'm glad it's over with. it was an experience i hope i never have to go through again. i will plan my tattoos in more painless areas now. i'm just thankful that no one took pictures during the process O___O..

dyed my hair flaming red too! much brighter than ever before, and i didn't even have to bleach it. i'm pretty excited about it. i'm not quite adjusted to it yet, so whenever people comment on it, i tend to say, "yeah, i look like ronald mcdonald.."..

i got asked to model over for KandyShop Bikinis last week too! it was really fun, and i met a lot of cool people. we went to the grand opening of Club Visionz in West Co on a partybus and the whole night was filmed for a reality show pilot! i can definately say that there has never been a longer period of time that i was in a bikini and heels for. my feet were killing me by the end of the night, and it didn't help that the club didn't allow for us to take our shoes off.but it was fun, i was glad when the night was over, 'cuz i realized that there was reason that i didn't go out much anymore. that whole party scene just isn't for me. :) at least i made some good friends and got a sweet bikini out of the whole experience.

school is almost over. THANK GOODNESS. i didn't do as well as i had hoped this semester, but at least i'm doing really well in a few classes. sigh, where did my motivation go? and work is alright. the new job is demanding at times, but i'm getting by. i was lucky enough to have some really wonderful coworkers. :) everyone is really helpful and kind. all young, but wise & mature beyond their years (which is the best). sometimes i feel like the baby of the bunch, but i learn a lot. unfortunately, i believe that some people are a bit unethical at work.....as much as i'd like to say more, there is only so much i can vent about on the internet, for it is accessible by all..
PLUS, i pretty much added all my favorite new coworkers on facebook, so I MUST BE CAREFUL ABOUT WHAT I POST! ;)