so,

the other day this stupid car crashed into my moms while she was taking me to school. and now, the car's gone, we have to take him to court, & i have to go to the doctors every freakn' day.
GAYYYYYYYYYYYY.

anyways, i've been missing school and it SUCKS. i know that once i return, teachers are going to shove work into my face like no tomorrow. & i know kleibacher's gonna be on my ass for not turning in my country report.
SHITFUCK, ha.

yo know what's been kinda cool? i've been strengthening a lot of my relationships. my bestfriends are the best, & have me happier than ever! i'm friends again with old friends and life is drama-free for the most part. everyone is chill, 'cuz senior year is chill. &i treat people the way i wanna treat people, because i don't care if you don't like me. i won't remember your name in a few years anyways. but the new people in my life and cool as fuck. &that means my future's bright.
this is how life always should be, in terms of relationships.

shoot, but guys are a different story.
no doubt, i'm picky. but there are some guys out there that can make my heart flutter.
i think that some things are just meant to be, ya know? like, i don't know why i always fall for the ones that are totally wrong for me. the relationships that can never work out. i think fate is playing a game with me. each time, watching me chase my way into a dead end. idk. it's my fault, really. but i think that people have chemistry for a reason, ya know? &that everything deserves a chance.