so yesterday

i cracked open my old diary.

i used to write in them everyday, but some time in the last couple of years i became too busy to keep up...whatever. my entries are very detailed. i read through a couple old volumes ('06, '07). haha, my way of thinking was completely different. I've grown up A LOT since then, even though i've got a lot more growing up to do.

but somehow i look back and miss the girl i was. but i think i really just miss the simpler life i had. every once and a while, i would write "life is so difficult right now", but i don't think it ever really got easier. i also don't think it's ever going to be easy, and although i always sort of knew that, i think i'm more okay with it now than i was before.